Curiosity Kills

People ask me about my name, colleagues at school, baristas, people at parties. They throw out guesses about its origins, almost with desperation. Greek? Russian? Italian?

           I say American. And I’m American born, with a Russian doll of roots. Middle Eastern, Midwestern, Irish, German. How do you explain that?

           But I feel like I’m legitimizing something unseemly. Holding onto the first safe thing, giving legitimacy and shape to darker forces.

            Are people curious? Or does curiosity hide something? I try to dissect starched smiles and vocal inflections.

            At least shame reveals herself on command.

Yash Seyedbagheri
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1 Comment

  1. Amrita Valan

    very intriguing. My interpretation is that curiosity actually hides a wish for conformity, to put you in a slot, so it is kind of subversive xenophobia.
    i loved this look forward to more.

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